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posted : Thursday, 1 December 2011
title : Impossible
Someone shake me up now and tell me that it's all a dream. Please. I can't believe this is happening. Sabby, oh my god I don't know what to say. I pray you're alright and oh god I'm so dead aren't I? I hate this. I hate this so badly. But I'll stick by your side through everything, in spirit if I can't do so physically. I'm ripped, I'm torn, I'm pulled to shreds on the inside, I'm so scared, I'm hurting, I'm guilty, I'm missing you. I don't want my parents to be involved, oh god please no. Please god give me a chance, give us a chance. A small fighting chance. Why, why now? As much as I always say things happen for a reason, I really don't understand why now. It hurts so bad, I can barely hold back the tears. This is gonna be so hard, but I don't ever want to let you go. |