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posted : Tuesday, 13 December 2011
title : Day Last, You're Coming Home
 "I'm just lying in bed now munching on chocolate chip cookies, they taste a bit weird but they're addictive in a way. Sabby's coming back home soon, I'm happy to be nearer to her definitely but somehow I feel a bit bad for being happy if she just gets confined all day. I truly miss her though, been thinking about her all the time while she's gone, ranging from a small pissedness when she doesn't blog nor text, to the warm bliss when she suddenly talks to me on msn, from the little spark of excitement whenever I see an update to the sinking nostalgic feeling whenever we have to go." That was how far I got last night before I fell dead asleep. That's right, chocolate chip cookies and all, god knows how the hell i fell asleep while eating O_O I'm determined to stay up tonight, yaknow why?? Cos tonight's the special night! The night that sabby gets home(: Today i woke up to my mom telling me to go parkway with her, figured out okay la, since i had to get breakfast as well. i seriously think i'm getting addicted to the yong tau foo near my house there sia, not say like its damn nice or anything la, but it just makes me believe that i'm eating healthy hahahah. Anyways after that i went to meet mae at bedok to buy stuff (wrapping paper and all that) and we went to eat at Popeye's, which is next to my workplace. The two of us are hooked on Popeye's mashed potatoes, cos come on, it has freaking chicken in it! so shiok!! hahah. then every time my colleagues walked by they're like eh??? then after a while become "ohhh so you don't eat here you eat next door ah!!" "you're gonna get it tomorrow!!" then suddenly out of nowhere, the chef from inside "your girlfriend ah?" then i'm like WHAT?!?! O_O scare me sia that guy, mae? NO. NO WAY. god. then i was like thinking walao, my girlfriend so far away right now..then i stone there awhile until mae started talking to me again. awkward moment when she asked what he said -.- ~shudder. Anyway then we went back to my house to do the cards and wrap presents WHICH WAS DAMN FAIL hahahah. cos one, mae was damn tired from work and drinking yesterday then summore she was wrapping on my bed so even more she just wanna slack there and doze off. then i kept getting distracted by computer and youtube and yah, then until i just sat there on the floor slowly slowly cutting stuff. so it took super long, plus we were short of time cos initially we had to meet doob at 5 before she couldn't make it. then after a while we just decided to take photos for the cards, then we just spammed la so later on can choose mah. retarded shizz. After all that walao clean up like mad then we rushed down to wild honey for dinner, had english breakfast (oh the irony O:) then so i took all the non pork stuff, which was scrambled eggs which was freakin good, the toast which was hella good as well, best toast ever, and breakfast potatoes, and mae took the bacon and fat fat pork sausage. and um, i took a blueberry muffin and brownie with ice cream (: shit sounds like i ate a lot sia. hahahahh. i'm starting to become a regular there ready the people there all know me ready woooo its like im a regular at some atas angmoh place cool or what sia! anyway mae got to see her cute guy today when she ditched me -.- for her menu whatever thing training, okay la he's normal looking but as mae says, how often do you get to see 'normal' looking guys in singapore nowadays? hahah walao. but yea lah, today there was algenia and xian tong too, serving us. i met a new person called faith today, i keep mixing up her name between faith and hope -.- she quite cute like baby whale hahahahh, she kick my chair cos i laughed at her hahahah. oh today got improvement in my drink, usually i just spam sugar cubes in my ice water, today i was given HONEY HELL YEAH!!! damn happy sia! then after that mae's supervisor, forgot her name but she's the les one, has a girlfriend, pretty cool, especially cos she said drinks for us is on the house WOOHOO! so mae got her i dunno how to spell but basically its some caramel banana honey dunno what with whipped cream on top and they flame the whipped cream, then mine is some blackberry i dunno what which tastes like beer. anyway forgot to mention, haha xiantong damn win she forever standing behind me la, beside me la, then slowly inch inch closer, then kope my food hahah especially the brownie walao. algenia not so bad just that every time she walk pass i'll go "HI ALGENIAAAA~" until she cannot tahan ready hahah. mae la keep saying algenia damn hot and can describe summore then i'm like all hot meh?? until i gave up and turned around (she was looking our way paiseh!) then "okay la she not bad. but sabby prettier -winks-" then mae "....AIYAH OF COURSE LA!" win? definitely. not that i was lying anyway, i don't even know how mae can see through the uniform la please hahah. my sabby's hotter hah! so well yeap i'm back at home, and i smell of beer -.- and i'm listening to sexy songs, dunno why today suddenly got mood for these kinda songs one, still can search google for sexy songs hahah then funny all the stuff that come out are like "69 sexiest songs" or "Sex songs: 69 steamiest tunes" DASHIT BRO! listened to promiscuous and maneater -nelly furtado, candyshop -50 cent, love, sex and magic -justin timberlake, nasty naughty boy -christina aguilera and breathe on me-britney spears and number one sex- R kelly feat keri hilson, probably going for ciara now, wow really gets me going man, oh god. fwoooo~ some of the songs seriously sounds like sabby ahem sorry, really can't help it, somehow some similarity just clangs there. either the voice or i can imagine her singing that, which is the epitome of hot seriously. mann. anyway, on a sidenote, sabby if you don't wanna read this para its okay i just needa get it off my chest but i don't wanna remind you about it, so just skip this if you don't like it okay? Bloody jerk how dare he touch her like that, if i see him i'm gonna rip his head off and hang it from his balls seriously. does he even have any? to touch someone like that?! i'm so angry my god, when i saw that my face just went pale. dude are you that low down to TOUCH people unnecessarily and make them uncomfortable?! HANDS OFF BASTARD. she's mine, i love her to bits and YOU DON'T JUST BLOODY DISRESPECT HER LIKE THAT YOU GET IT? god i just feel like hugging her right now, so badly. hug her and let everything seep away. goddamn bastard you. i love you sabby, what i'd do to be there with you now just holding you. we just feel safe in each others' arms, like so warm and secure, its that invincible feeling where nothing can go wrong. where its just you, and me, and the rest doesn't matter. i want you right here next to me now, where all our worries and pains will melt away and we're complete. In this time we spent apart, i learnt of the insecurities we face even though we know we love each other, but since that doesn't bring us any closer, we learn to trust anyway. because i'm sure no one does it just like you do. and although time with you is so so limited, i continue thinking about you even when you're gone, and i know you do the same for me too, what with all the urges to buy stuff for me, and missing me and such, and we kind of just become a part of each other's lives. it becomes natural. and i love you so so much. i love how our hands always kind of awkwardly knock into each other before we hold hands, i love how your lips part just slightly before we kiss as if you're preparing yourself, i love how you kiss me wounds better cos it makes me feel like you really care, i love how sometimes you apologise after i do because it reassures me that you understand why i reacted the way i did, i love how, when you're complimented on your voice, you always say thank you like you really mean it, i love how crazy you are around me like you don't give a living shit about the world, and i love how you always make pinky promises and 1111 wishes with me. you give me something to believe in, to live for, and i'm damn happy and lucky that i found you. Hope to hear from you soon. I love you sabby, yes, every single inch of me :P |
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