The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : Wednesday, 28 December 2011
title : Crack The Shutters

Today, when you went to shower, i fell asleep after some time, but we kind of expected it already so i don't think its as bad, but i feel somewhat upset at myself again, just a little, for not being able to stay awake for my dearest girlfriend. As bad as i feel, however, during the time that i was asleep, i had this dream. 

I dreamt that we were schooling, you and i, in the same school. And well our school brought us on this shopping trip to buy whatever we needed for a camp or something, and you were there by my side, and because most of the people were walking upstairs, we went downstairs cos it was less crowded. As i recall, there was a pet shop and a fairprice, little bit like a cross between bedok point and plaza sing. Anyway, as we were going down the escalator, i went "oh here got less people ready (: " and i was just about to hold your hand when we turned and behind us was anabelle the prefect then so we just loosened our grip so we're just loosely holding hands and you said something like "There, this is better, no one will suspect one" and then we went on to walk and it turned into the flower garden and dog exhibition or something by SPCA, and you got really excited and wanted to go in, and so we went in, and at the entrance you were taking photos with the mascots, and all through the time, i just felt so happy cos i was with you, and nothing else in the world mattered.

one day sabby, i wanna roam the streets with you at night and feel as free as we can get, i wanna kiss you in the pouring rain and let it wash away all our worries, i wanna be able to go to one of your performances, where you're singing for thousands of people, and be right there in the front row smiling up so proud of you, with a bouquet of white roses telling people "See that beautiful lady up there? That's my girl (: ", I wanna grab a guitar and bring music to places, with you singing and me playing, i wanna brighten someone's day, i wanna rent a costume with you and walk around in it like a boss, i wanna take you out on a picnic under the stars and lie there with you by my side feeling safe and warm, i wanna kiss you from 11.59pm to 12.01am on new year's just so i'll have the perfect beginning end and the perfect beginning. I wanna be the one to set you free and make you happy. I wanna be the father of your child. I wanna grow old with you. I wanna be your best friend, your lover, and everything else in between. One day Sabrina. 

you were about to say "your place in my heart is--" when i said i was sharing the space with your two bestest soft toys, but went on to say i'm a porcupine instead. i thought that well, porcupine's not so bad, but i really wanted to hear you end your sentence. Because sometimes, i really wish i could be in the place of your soft toys, taking away your pain and being there for you when you need someone to fling around the room, and at the end of the night, falling asleep next to you and loving you all the same. Yeah, that's what i want. But as i said, at least i'm sharing the space with your soft toys, its comfortable and soft, so i'm not complaining. i love you Sabrina, more than you ever know. That's all for tonight.