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posted : Saturday, 10 December 2011
title : And We'll Be A Dream
 Work was....n't as bad as i thought it'd be today. Was supposed to gym but my work got extended till 11.30pm, which meant i worked almost a full 12hour shift, hope that doesn't happen again tomorrow.. major highlights for today are, first off, i spilled water on a customer. sounds bad right? okay la thank god the customer was freaking nice but then again i was half too tired to care about reactions..okay that's quite bad of me but yalah, oh then this guy asked for skyjuice, then i was like WHA!? skyjuice. turns out he meant plain water hahahaha seriously man made my day so when i gave it to him and his wife i was like "here's your skyjuice!" and grinned at him hahah he seemed pretty happy. then what else, hmm oh yeah me and kaixiang were highing during closing then cos we were mopping and sweeping the floor so got the broom and mop right, MICROPHONES. cos they were still playing music hahahah so we kept singing like crazy people then ayu joined in and we started shuffling around. yeap but damn tired la after 12 hours, almost missed the last bus summore cos boss bought us macs so we ate first, oh and boss was around the whole day, stress -.- and then on the bus, i finally finally checked my phone, my usual routine la, unlock phone, safari, sabby's blog is already there just needa refresh then EH? i squinted to look closer and oh my god she updated her blog. so i read through it, felt kinda uneasy after a while so i decided to check ebuddy for messages...and SHIT 20 MESSAGES WHY YOU NEVER RING!??! but she was still online thank god so i waited for her to reply. when she did, when we were both finally able to talk at the same time, i felt home(: Sabby, this is to you. I guess i don't really show that i miss you a lot, do i? maybe if you could see me, then you'll know, how i wake up everyday and kiss the pillow next to me pretending its you, and that i tuck it back in after i get up to go to work, how i stand in the shower wondering what you're doing and what the hell i'm doing so far from you, how i sit on the bus and read and reread our old messages (and get a little horny :P), how i skip so many songs on my phone because they all remind me of you and will make me nostalgic, how badly i just wanna see you. Work has been good to pass the time, but it doesn't make me feel any safer with you so far away. Every day at work i see people, faces. Skinny people, fat people, dark people, freckled people, hot people, fair people, pretty people, tall people. But that's all they are, people, some have a name and a character to match, but that's all they are. They're not sabby. As close as they can get, sabby's in a separate category, which makes you that much more special. I understand why you were so upset at me, even if it was just a dream, its the same as how even something as simple as saying two guys are hot to hanzhen made me somewhat insecure. cos, well, i wanna be special to you, i wanna be the only one that belongs to you, i don't wanna share the attention and i suspect you might feel the same way too. But at the end of the day, i know you love me, and i just wanna say that nothing, not work, not school nor parents has ever or will ever change how crazy in love i am with you. If anything, the distance only makes me miss you more every single day, it only makes me appreciate you and want you even more than anything else in the world. I do miss you. I just think that if i indulged in my feelings too much, i really would go crazy, and i don't wanna be crazy when i get to meet you. But really, i'm not one to miss people, so when i say this, i really mean it. Its been one month together with you, i still remember stupidly asking you to be my girlfriend like some fool on 11.11.11, and how giddily happy i was when you agreed. I guess it may not be our official starting point cos who knows when we started falling for each other, but i know for sure on that day, i wished so hard for you, for your happiness and for your love, so i suppose today indeed marks a one month anniversary of a wish come true(: I'm not sure if one month is considered long or short to be still crazy over someone, but who cares, cos i know there's still a long long time to go for me to be crazy over you, that is, if forever ever ends. I love you Sabby, take good care of yourself. Looking forward to hear from you again(: Sleep tight and sweet dreams. Happy One-Month Anniversary, MY Sabby(: Yours, Forever and Always.  |
It's best to keep it short and sweet. (:
