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posted : Sunday, 20 November 2011
title : If You Just Realize, What I Just Realized
Dear Mom, if you want me to listen to whatever the hell you're talking about, don't interrupt my text time, especially if whoever i'm texting is more important and more urgent than whatever you're talking about. Like in this case. You're not blind. You know i'm texting, you know i'm hardly paying attention to what you're saying. What about just be patient and wait till i'm done so i'll actually be enthusiastic about helping you out, and not just slumber around like some slave. Beggars can't be choosers. You need my help, you jolly well wait and stop rambling on like some demonic possessed lawnmower next to my ear. I'll help you. Be patient. On a different note, 2 days to sabby's departure. While she's gone, i'm gonna be looking around at polys and courses and stuff. Jeez i feel almost like i'm too young to go around looking at courses and stuff, almost like i'm going to university already or something. Its like almost going to a different league than those going to JC. Poly doesn't sound that bad really, i think i'm gonna be able to cope pretty well with the atmosphere, rather than JC with its stupid (to me its stupid anyway) induction programme all that. As in i know for some people they consider it fun and all la, but like damn sian leh, maybe its just me, who knows. Poly starts later than JC so i'm guessing i could go down to RJ to meet people after school some time, my batchmates and friends, but the thing is, i'm just afraid we'll start drifting apart, like not among ourselves, but more of between them and me. cos one thing is the lack of common topics. sure we can crap all that la, but recent happenings all that and about people in their school, hmm outsider feeling? and there's the things with new friends too, i mean i'm sure i'm gonna have a whole new bunch of friends la (hopefully ahahah!) but i still wanna hang out sometimes, the reason i'm not really close to some of my good friends in pri school is cos we hardly found the time to hang out anymore, especially as a whole group. there'll always be people who can't make it and such. i hope I'LL have the time to meet them too. going out with sabby tomorrow to get rings, and this time I ACTUALLY TOLD MY MOM TRUTHFULLY wow hell yeah how awesome is that! yeah i really really wanna get them asap actually cos well, since she's going to be gone for a while i need something like that to keep close at all times right? i could be cheesy and go all ohhh but what uhm she's always in my heart and whatnot, but i still want a ring ahhahah! well yeah, xinyi and i sending her off on tuesday, to be honest i'm quite nervous myself actually cos for one, i don't exactly seem the kind of friend anyone's parents would approve of, plus, i don't exactly have a good rep with the choir. come on la the only people i know there are sabby and bianche and the rest of them will probably find me weird and i'll probably find them weird and we'll live happily ever after :P nolah, i just don't know choir people -shrugs- end of story. oh and sorry to dana for not coming down today hahah, lazy la, plus her ice cream so ex! i'll go visit her another day when i'm not so sian heheh. holy whattashit since when did tumblr have so many kissing gifs oh god. CONTROLLLL. |