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posted : Wednesday, 5 October 2011
title : HAPPY 50TH POST!
 there's math paper 1 tmr! i really dont know why the hell i'm still on the com but i gave myself only until 10pm which is 5 minutes from now so its alright (: why got smiley i also dont know. anyway, i'm quite nervous for math la, as in i see everyone mugging their heads off while i'm not, and i'm the one who's failing, not them. or maybe i'm failing because they've always been mugging their heads off, just that i failed to notice it, until i myself have started mugging like siao. i think i'm gonna fail math 1 and it scares the shit outta me cos everyone else will be getting above 40 and 50, but i guess i'm really to blame this time. but i also must say that what my teachers have told me has really impacted me a lot, and not necessarily in a good way. as in, they may not realise it, and they may think that they're doing me good, but now is really not a good time to demoralise me. saying that all the effort i put in will never be enough, that the paper is easy but i'll die anyway, and that i have no more hope, its not having their desired outcome of "oh i'm gonna try to prove them wrong" kinda thing. i'm not that competitive in this area, if i am at all, so it doesn't work. i'm just not that sort of person. if anything, i'm only demoralised cos everything i put in can never be enough no matter how hard i try. i know people say its the effort, as long as i tried my best, its okay, but i want to taste success once in a while too. |
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