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posted : Saturday, 6 August 2011
title : Remembering Sunday


Parents are out to IKEA and to look for a camera. hoping for a Canon/Sony DSLR, hmm, awesome quality, and not bad looking, by that i mean if its those kind of newish looking dslrs, then it has to be metallic, if its gonna be plastic, then i want it in black/white and it should be bigger with a bigger lens even though you can change them.. yeap, a red cam would be nice too.


Jal's not replying me hurmph. oh wait she just did. from the sound of things, she seems busy, i shant disturb her, dont wanna let her get the idea that im being clingy or anything.. yesterday, fish and i, sigh, we just decided to take things anew, like we just met each other. im okay with that idea, just that im scared behind my back she'll be talking about me in another sense, or she herself sees this as a stupid idea. i should probably prep my no.3 soon, haha its still unwashed from the last time i wore it which was on friday, so at least all the badges are still on. i swear, if i didnt have to repin all those badges, i wouldve been fine with washing it every time i wear it. imma make sure that my uniform is super up to standard tomorrow! (: and i needa look for gloves O:  damn im quite scared for tmr, we havent had a smooth run due to kns' stupid ideas to keep changing the sequence and such. im scared for the pace stick too, it keeps slipping -.- and i cant adjust during the parade so yeah. and im scared that i'll lose my balance cos i have alot of turning arounds to salute the goh. and erm, yeah im scared for ling too, cos she didnt go for the last rehearsal, WHICH WAS IMPORTANT, and also cos there were changing in the sequence on her part. AND the goh was ex commandant of ncc land WHICH MEANS she'll know if we screw up D: why couldnt it have been some blur cock guy??? D:


im not sure if i should go home after the celebrations tmr or stay around to make presents. i mean yeah i should make presents but whats the point if gek will be having her operation k with teo and claud goes to engrave the teoclaudval rings?? only left me and gunawan, whats the point. speaking of which, I WANNA GO TO BALI WITH PLATOONMATES ): but my mom said "no" BUT I REALLY REALLY WANNA GO FUCKING DAMNIT. i cant stand the thought of staying at home while my platoonmates are out to enjoy themselves in bali ): sigh.


i havent done productive work in some time (i swear half the reason is cos im fasting which makes me lazy -.-) im starting to get scared for eyas. i mean, i screwed up this round of papers, which means i needa do exceptionally well for eyas, and as discussed by me mae and shimei, thats...gonna be hell hard. yeah will blog...soon.